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No need for the stained glass masquerade

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Stained Glass Masquerade
by Casting Crowns


Is there anyone that fails?
Is there anyone that falls?
Am I the only one in church today
Feelin' so small?

'Cause when I take a look around
Everyone seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong

So I tuck it all away
Like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it
Maybe I'll believe it, too


So with a painted grin
I play the part again
So everyone will see me
That way that I see them

Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our
stained glass masquerade



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"Crying has an important function for the human soul. To constantly deny ourselves the right to cry has the potential to not only disable us emotionally, but even worse, to put us under such enormous pressure that we could have a breakdown. There is healing in tears and often when you have had a cry you will feel better for a time. Crying releases chemicals called endorphins which are vital to our mental well-being and reduce stress build-up."
From 'Is is better to cry when hurt or hold back all feelings?' by Ruth Woodhouse

Set me free by Casting Crowns

Sunday, May 10, 2009

It hasn't always been this way 
I remember brighter days 
Before the dark ones came 
Stole my mind 
Wrapped my soul in chains 

Now I live among the dead 
Fighting voices in my head 
Hoping someone hears me crying in the night 
And carries me away 

Set my free of the chains holding me 
Is anybody out there hearing me? 
Set me free 

Morning breaks another day 
Find me crying in the rain 
All alone with my demons I am 
Who is this man that comes my way? 
The dark ones shriek 
They scream His name 
Is this the One they say will set the captives free?
Jesus, rescue me 

As the God man passes by 
He looks straight through my eyes 
And darkness cannot hide 

Do you wanna me free? 
Lift your chains
I hold the key 
All Power on Heaven and earth belong to me 

You are free 
You are free 
You are free

Feeling of the day: Bubbly

Thursday, March 26, 2009


"They start in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes, I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for awhile now
Just take your time, wherever you go

But what am I gonna say
when you make me feel this way? 
I just mm.. "

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For now, only Chociz will understand why =) 
wish you were here so we could just talk, give me hugs and camwhore! 


I love how now you are just a text or a phone call away that doesn't cost a fortune! =)

"But if my greatest fears paints itself so crystal clear, will I run away or will I hide?"

Monday, March 23, 2009

There's so many things to do!
 I know, I did take up some of those things at my own will. Like for example: my VCE solo dance. But, some of the other things (english descriptive writing, packing because I have to move on the first week of the hols etc.) just appeared and now I need to make sure I am able to finish them by a certain date. 
Sigh. 
Sigh. 
Sigh. 
There's also just thoughts and things I wanna do soon. I NEED a job because I'm using too much money; I want to help out in Fungus' Musical (choreo-ing a dance); I really wanna join the Fungus' Got Talent but I have no idea whether to sing or dance because dancing is my no. 1 choice but there isn't enough space in the sanctuary (i don't think) to do the solo i'm working on in VCE so if I want to dance I think I would probably need to choreo another dance and I don't know if I'm able to do that! 

I really, really, really want to dance in Fungus' Got Talent! I don't wanna see an opportunity for me to dance pass right in front of my face and not grab onto it! There's going to be a point in my life when I would have to stop dancing and that's why I don't want to lose any opportunities now when I can dance! Why can't I just do what I enjoy doing everyday. That's why I want my own dance studio. I can just go there and dance whenever I feel like it. But this isn't gonna even matter when I'm able to afford it cause I won't be able to dance as much anymore by then, I reckon. 

Bugaboo! =( 

Incomplete Lullaby

Sunday, March 22, 2009

"When you stopped and held me close 
Inside I nearly froze 
Your touch is almost healing 
You left me feeling 
Tired 
Could not close my eyes 
On fire 
But frozen inside 
To run or to hide 
Speechless 
My words could not melt 
Whisper 
I wanted to shout 
Without you I felt 
Like a setting sun 
Like a last goodbye 
Like an incomplete lullaby"

~Lisa Mitchell

It was a beautiful day; spent with beautiful people

Sunday, March 15, 2009

I had an awesome Friday! =DD

Below is my favourite picture of the day! She's so freaking hot =.=

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It was beautiful & sunny outside

Jacque & I took pics during recess

She loves me ;P

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Met up with Samantha Claire at Box Hill after school & we went to the food court for Sam to eat her lunch and have coffee!

Then we met Roxie & we went to her house to hang out and camwhore! =P


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We had alot of fun just hanging around, chatting and camwhoring =) 

& also getting thongs from Target ;P haha I love you
 s2 s2

Gosh! I miss her so much! I really hope I see her again on Tuesday! =)

Brainstorminggg..

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

I spoke to Michelle Clark, my dance teacher in school, about the idea Paul and I had. She gave us a few suggestions and all that. I figured out that I needed to organize my thinking a little bit. So here goes.. 


  1. Why did we first come up with this idea? (Aim)
  2. What do we want to present? (Theme/storyline)
  3. Who would we show it to? (Target market)
  4. Why would they want to watch this? 
  5. Who would sponsor us? 
  6. Why would they want to sponsor us?
  7. How would we present this?
  8. Where would we present this?
  9. How many presentations will we give?
  10. When do we want to present this?

Lalala brainstorming time =) I'm hungryy.. Starving actually! & we're most probably going to watch He's not that into you later =DD hehe Gotta go check times and eat dinner =DD

 
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