I try hard not to break

Sunday, February 15, 2009

I had a very very emotionally shitty day.. Even though I went to church, everything after was just blaa.. Before this started to happen, I was texting chociz.. I really really felt like just going out with someone to just hang with and have fun but I couldn't think of anyone in Melb whom I could just give a call to talk to. Everyone I thought of would have been busy or doing something then. 


I texted chociz cause I knew she would understand: "I hate life now. I'm sick of having to pretend that everything in my life is okay just because people don't wanna be around people who are emo. I wish that I could just call up someone to go out & hang with me but honestly, my mind goes blank when I try to think of someone who wouldn't mind spending time with me even when I'm down, try to cheer me up & just being there for me."

She's awesome.. I love her so much.. I miss her too... I wish sydney was just a 2 hour train ride away.. I would go visit her when I miss her.. Australia's too huge.. =(

Very very very sorry Mich, for not updating for ages

Thursday, February 12, 2009

I started the year absolutely wonderfully!

  • I saw and caught up with many of my friends
  • Slept over at Samantha Claire's, Mel's, Hill's (for many many days) and Sam's.
  • Went to Sam's awesome party and wore a pretty dress that only costs 25ringgit =D & Sam's mom's friend did my make up and did a great job with it!
  • Went to Thai to get heaps of clothings!
  • Bought more clothing in PJ and KL =DD
  • Got an ipod classic
  • And the thing that made my year already the greatest one: I saw my fellow Cubez with consists of Caffyz (Hilly), Chociz (Sam) & Chiltz (me)
I wished we had more time together. 2 weeks to catch up that 2 years we've been away is nothing. But I have to say, I think I used the time I was given really well. Thank you, Samantha Low and Hillary Ang, for always loving me for who I am. Thank you for not judging my mistakes. And mostly, thank you for always treating me as one of your closest friends eventhough I can't always be there for you. =)


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School started on the 2nd of Feb, Monday. There's lots of new people and I felt like I'm going to a new school all over again for the first week or so. But now, I'm starting to meet new people and the people I've met are nice. I'm only doing 5 subjects in school (doing Indo on Sat mornings): Yr 12 Dance, Theatre Studies, Methods, Psych and Eng. So far, I like all my subjects and I hope that it continues that way =)

I've had lots to think about recently.. Whether to do Yr 12 Indo or Further and I finally decided on Indo. Then, I had to find music for my first Dance solo. I think I've found my music but I'm not really sure.. I also have to have an Expressive Intention. =/ I hope to start on it soon..

Today, we had our "audition" for BHSSC Cheer this year. It's not an actual audition. It's just to show Michelle and Sam and the other people how well people picked up the choreo. I think it went well. We had like 26 people signing up! Wow!! That's heaps! Last year we only had 8 people in our group! I hope most of the people stay! I mean, I hope all of the people stay! =P We're still planning about how it would run so I'm not really sure. But I'll definitely be helping out!

Fungus starts tmr! Yay! Can't wait to be back! & I can't believe that it's my 2nd last year in Fungus! =/ Haih.. oh welll.. let's not think about that now..

Alrighty.. Satisfied, Michie? ;P

I need to go do my hw! I'll try and update soon.. xx

 
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