Only you and God knows how you're really feeling.
We hide how we are really feeling cause we know nobody else will understand.
Whether it's lonely,
unhappy,
weak,
disappointed,
betrayed,
sad,
pain,
terror,
or emptiness.
Nobody will really understand how you feel.
Except Him.
Learn to trust Him.
With all your heart.
As how you trusted your close friends.
But with Him,
He'll never betray you.
He always keeps his promise.
He loves you.
No matter what,
You'll be precious to Him.
Forever.

I told you, I'm not in your life anymore.

You said, no I am in your life.

But look at us now.

I am left out of your life.

Totally.

Completely.

And you know what?

It hurts not to know what's going on in your life.

You, not telling me about your day anymore.

Whose fault is it really?

Yours or mine?

Honestly, neither and both.

I'm sorry for not being there for you when I should have.

I regret not being the best that I could be.

I regret not appreciating you enough when I had the chance.

But regret ain't gonna change a thing.

Ever since I came here, all I wanted was to be with you.

To be in your arms and feel like I was wanted, trusted, secure and safe.

You saw who I am inside and who I can be.

You loved me for being me.

My imperfect, selfish and spoilt self.

But it is me.

Plain old me.

And I thank you so much for that.

You taught me so many thing.

Sometimes not even realising so.

And again, I have to say 'thank you' for that.

There's really nothing more I can say.

But, you'll always be someone special.

All our memories together will remain in my heart.

I've got to admit though, it hurts.

I don't know what will happen in the future.

Maybe not again.

But, who knows?

Maybe, again.

We'll just wait and see.

Hope is still in my heart.