Suffocating in my sorrows

So I got a Merit for my Intermediate ballet exam - 71/100.

I know that that exam is hard to get a good mark in and I should be happy about my result but, I somehow feel disappointed about how I did. I know, I'm freaking psycho! But I really, really can't help it!




My brain tells me that I did well but,

my heart is

hurting

so much

that I

can hardly breathe

...

Why? I do not understand.. I should be happy. Maybe I'll just never be satisfied with what I have.

Or maybe,
it's just a fact that I'm realising;

that I'm not a good enough dancer

that I wanna be?

1. The last person to tag you is?
Sammie!

2. Your relationship with her?
She's my babe! ;P ahaha..

3. Your 5 impression towards her?
- smart
- really really neat and tidy
- hot!
- fun
- loving

4. The most memorable thing that she has ever done for you?
Just being there for me and being my friend.. =)

5. The most memorable words that she said to you?
"We're going shopping when you come back!"

6. If she becomes your lover, you will
Hm.. that would be interesting.. ;P

7. IF she becomes your enemy, you will
I will cry.. =(

8. If he becomes your lover, he has to improve on -
Living too far away from me ;P

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is -

I love her too much...

10. The most desirable thing you've done for him?
I don't know?

11. Overall impression towards him is...
Awesome person

12. What do people feel about you when you're around them?
Random, loud

13. What is your character like?

I can be quiet when I want to and loud when I want to

14. On contrary, whats the one thing you hate about your character?
Nothing

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
-

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something to them.
Lalalalala

17. Bras or panties?
Both =P

18. Chocolate or ice-cream?
Ice cream with chocolate sauce! =DD

19. 10 people to tag -
No one reads my blog anyways.. ;P

Quotes

Time is a great teacher, but unfortunately it kills all its pupils ... - Louis Hector Berlioz

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Men are like parking spots, the good ones are taken and the free ones are handicapped.

Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.

I told my wife that a husband is like a fine wine; he gets better with age. The next day, she locked me in the cellar.

Girls are like phones. We love to be held, talked too but if you press the wrong button you'll be disconnected!

The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.

Everybody wants to go to heaven; but nobody wants to die.

If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?

Always remember you're unique, just like everyone else.

It's much easier to turn a friendship into love, than love into friendship.

It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others.

Life is like an onion; you peel off one layer at a time and sometimes you weep.

Life is just a phase you're going through...you'll get over it.

There are only two tragedies in life: one is not getting what one wants, and the other is getting it.

Everything has been figured out, except how to live.

An autobiography is the story of how a man thinks he lived.

No matter how bad things get, you got to go on living, even if it kills you.

Half our life is spent trying to find something to do with the time we have rushed through life trying to save.

The cost of living's going up, and the chance of livin's going down.

Nothing matters very much, and very few things matter at all.

All the world's a stage and most of us are desperately unrehearsed.

There must be more to life than having everything.

Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished. If you’re alive, it isn’t.

In spite of the cost of living, it’s still popular.