One word: Dance!

Last night, Jacque and I went to Complexions contemporary ballet which was at the State Theatre. And it was absolutely AMAZING! I'm not just saying it because I like dancing either. 

Especially the last dance that was a piece with U2 songs and I nearly cried watching it! It was beautiful! 

I feel really inspired after watching the ballet and I was chatting with Paul Koh yesterday night and a few ideas came up. I won't say for certain what we're planning on doing cause we're not sure too but it's def gonna involve photography and dance! But, I'm really excited to get this to work and it would be just a great experience to put my one of my wild, random ideas into works! It would be quite a big thing for me and I really hope it would work out! 

We still need to work out and details and I need to brainstorm ALOT! We also need to think of a way to make it unique and awesome!! 

But, I'm really really really excited and I don't feel like doing my homework now. LOLs 

Anyways, these are some photos we took after the ballet. Most of them are on fb =D

Jacque told me secret.. Complexions was awesome!! ;P

Complexions program =)

Jacque with the Arts Centre sign 

i love my dress =D

I try hard not to break

I had a very very emotionally shitty day.. Even though I went to church, everything after was just blaa.. Before this started to happen, I was texting chociz.. I really really felt like just going out with someone to just hang with and have fun but I couldn't think of anyone in Melb whom I could just give a call to talk to. Everyone I thought of would have been busy or doing something then. 

I texted chociz cause I knew she would understand: "I hate life now. I'm sick of having to pretend that everything in my life is okay just because people don't wanna be around people who are emo. I wish that I could just call up someone to go out & hang with me but honestly, my mind goes blank when I try to think of someone who wouldn't mind spending time with me even when I'm down, try to cheer me up & just being there for me."

She's awesome.. I love her so much.. I miss her too... I wish sydney was just a 2 hour train ride away.. I would go visit her when I miss her.. Australia's too huge.. =(

Very very very sorry Mich, for not updating for ages

I started the year absolutely wonderfully!

• I saw and caught up with many of my friends
  
• Slept over at Samantha Claire's, Mel's, Hill's (for many many days) and Sam's.
  
• Went to Sam's awesome party and wore a pretty dress that only costs 25ringgit =D & Sam's mom's friend did my make up and did a great job with it!
• Went to Thai to get heaps of clothings!
  
• Bought more clothing in PJ and KL =DD
  
• Got an ipod classic
  
• And the thing that made my year already the greatest one: I saw my fellow Cubez with consists of Caffyz (Hilly), Chociz (Sam) & Chiltz (me)
  

I wished we had more time together. 2 weeks to catch up that 2 years we've been away is nothing. But I have to say, I think I used the time I was given really well. Thank you, Samantha Low and Hillary Ang, for always loving me for who I am. Thank you for not judging my mistakes. And mostly, thank you for always treating me as one of your closest friends eventhough I can't always be there for you. =)

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School started on the 2nd of Feb, Monday. There's lots of new people and I felt like I'm going to a new school all over again for the first week or so. But now, I'm starting to meet new people and the people I've met are nice. I'm only doing 5 subjects in school (doing Indo on Sat mornings): Yr 12 Dance, Theatre Studies, Methods, Psych and Eng. So far, I like all my subjects and I hope that it continues that way =)

I've had lots to think about recently.. Whether to do Yr 12 Indo or Further and I finally decided on Indo. Then, I had to find music for my first Dance solo. I think I've found my music but I'm not really sure.. I also have to have an Expressive Intention. =/ I hope to start on it soon..

Today, we had our "audition" for BHSSC Cheer this year. It's not an actual audition. It's just to show Michelle and Sam and the other people how well people picked up the choreo. I think it went well. We had like 26 people signing up! Wow!! That's heaps! Last year we only had 8 people in our group! I hope most of the people stay! I mean, I hope all of the people stay! =P We're still planning about how it would run so I'm not really sure. But I'll definitely be helping out!

Fungus starts tmr! Yay! Can't wait to be back! & I can't believe that it's my 2nd last year in Fungus! =/ Haih.. oh welll.. let's not think about that now..

Alrighty.. Satisfied, Michie? ;P

I need to go do my hw! I'll try and update soon.. xx

Finallly.... After 2 whole years!!

I shall be flying back tonight with daddy, mommy and jean to Msia! Yaaaay! Omg.. I am soooo excitedd!! I wonder if everyone has changed heaps? Hmm.. we shall find out.. =) 

I wonder if I have changed!! Let's find out when I get back.. Hahaha.. All you Malaysian people don't bag me if I have the Aussie accent, kay? Haha.. =P 

Anyways, I shall be leaving for the airport at about 8 pm, i think? And our flight is like at midnight so yes, we'll celebrate new years at the aiport.. LOL.. Maybe we'll get to see some fireworks from the plane? ;P haha! 

that's about now! my internet is being gay because of going over the limit.. I'll update later on my year! =DD Take care people! 

Nothing you confess, could make me love you less

I just spoke to Hilly on msn.. I've not spoken to her in awhile.. She's been busy working and all that this hols and she's not been online.. She's currently in Bangkok with her dad, mom and bro. 

Damn it! I freaking miss her.. Just talking to her for that little while - about me going back to Msia; that she's going to bring me out and we'll just sit and talk; and her telling me that I can stay at her house as long as I want (which I know is absolutely true cause her mom told me that I'm always welcomed there). I love Hilly! =)

And also, now Samantha (cousin) is in Japan. Damn. Lucky ass! I wanna be there with her! But at least she's having fun and all. She'll tell me about her adventures when we meet =) She's going to study in Sydney next year and she's going on the 18th of Jan. I know! Only less than 2 weeks to spend with her! O.O Unfairness!! But maybe I'll go visit her in Sydney during the year. That would be fun. Or, she can come visit meeee! =D Even better! 

I miss her heaps now just because I was talking to Hill. =/ See, we are 3 in one! Hehe. When I think of one I think of the other. We need a Caffeine, Chilli & Choco sleepover =DD It's long overdue.. 

Man, it's been nearly 2 years. January 3rd will be the exact date. Omg! I just realised that the nst is on the 3rd. And I'm seeing Hilly again on the 3rd as well! Talk about freakyy! Aaaahh!! ;P 

Time sure is weird.. It seems just like yesterday that Hill, Sam & I were at Hill's house for our sleepover all together before I left for Melbourne. That was 2 years ago around this time! O.O Seriously.. Time's got me messed up! 

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Oooh.. While I was typing up this post, I was chatting with Alvin! Haha.. I was on a bit of a high ;P No doubt one of the lamest & funniest conversations we've had! 

Alvin; Me

hopefully its not awkward tmr. you know the drill right? meetin up with an old friend, haven't seen for ages.. awkward silence fills the air haha 

yea, i get what you mean. just ask her questions? like so, do you like rambutans? ;P lol 

hahaha LOL rambutans she'll be like.. WHAT? lol 

lol and then go "well it rhymes with orang utans" lol 

LOL! and that's when she walks away 

haha "i was thinking of orang utans and you know and that reminded me of rambutans"

LOL funny la you! my ah mui is real funny! 

haha i learnt from the pro - 20% from you. 80% is my own skills =P

hahahahahahhahaa funny!!! 

haha thank you. but i'm on a bit of a high =D so maybe that's why. lol that rhymed. i've got your rhyming skills 

then later, 

haha i'm sooo high, and i don't know whyyy, alvin gor gor is looking up at the sky, because he wants to say hi, to kim who's waving bye lol 

HAHAHAHA good one! 

yay we shall be rhyming pros =D 

haha totally it's family =)

So, I'm sure you were amused by that.. ;P ahhah.. if you didn't get it, well, you need to talk to me more often then! Haha!

Yaay!

Merry Christmas, everyone! =D 

Have an awesome day ahead of you! =)

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind

Ahh! It's been nearly a week since my last post! Haha.. I've been busy reading.. Yes, love stories.. eheh.. I've finished 'can you keep a secret?', 'singletini' and 'hex and the single girl'. Yay! All lend to me by Mich.. I like Can You Keep a Secret the best but it's also the longest. I'm gonna try read bits of it before I go back to Msia =D 

So, Mich went to Msia on Wednesday.. Keean was being gay and emo that night.. I ignored him that night.. ;P I know, mean but oh well.. 

I had another Christmas dinner thing on Friday night. I made those butterfly wing stuff =D yummy! It was at my aunt's house and as usual, food was great! =) 

Then, on Saturday, I had to wake up at 10.30 am because the people wanted to come and see the house and all that and I had to leave the house until 11.30.. bleahh.. I slept late the night before cause I was reading.. ;P Yeap, not good at all! =( I went to blacky square but I kinda came up with some presents then so it wasn't all wasted. I got home at about 12pm. Finished all the butterfly wings. =D Then, we had to to a 2nd hand book store to get our school books. We were kinda late and taking longer than we'd expected and I was late for my date with Juliaa.. 

I was suppose to meet her at 2.45 but I got there at 3.15pm.. Julia and I had our 'T' date at Box Hill.. =D We had Bubble tea, chips with tomato sauce and we didn't get to eat the Tim Tam I brought. We were suppose to get tiramisu but La Porchetta didn't have it. We had an awesome, awesome time of just catching up. We talked about her work, planning our next date, and I can't remember what else.. We just kinda talked about anything that came up. Really! I can't wait to hang out with Julia again.. =DD Julia had to leave at 5pm. So I went home too. =(

We had a dinner thing at Rachel (Kee)'s house. Yeap, yummy foood again =DD After dinner, Rachel, Jean and I launched into a discussing Twilight series mode I couldn't say most of the stuff that I wanted to talk about but I couldn't cause my sis and Rachel had not read Breaking Dawn! Ahhh! I chatted with Nicole for abit and then we watched some creepy show.. it was really interesting but scary.. not gonna go into details or anything because I don't wanna think about it.. Aughh.. 

Church service was 10am this morning but we all kinda woke up late. It was weird not to see Mich at church but meh.. didn't stay long. went to forest hill with mom and dad. then I slept until like 8pm. i was tired, okayyy? =P hahaa.. I should go to sleep now too but I don't really feel like it. 

Can't wait to go to Msia! About 10 days left.. I've got heaps to do!!!!! Oh nooo!