No need for the stained glass masquerade

Stained Glass Masquerade
by Casting Crowns

Is there anyone that fails?
Is there anyone that falls?
Am I the only one in church today
Feelin' so small?

'Cause when I take a look around
Everyone seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong

So I tuck it all away
Like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it
Maybe I'll believe it, too

So with a painted grin
I play the part again
So everyone will see me
That way that I see them

Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

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"Crying has an important function for the human soul. To constantly deny ourselves the right to cry has the potential to not only disable us emotionally, but even worse, to put us under such enormous pressure that we could have a breakdown. There is healing in tears and often when you have had a cry you will feel better for a time. Crying releases chemicals called endorphins which are vital to our mental well-being and reduce stress build-up."

From 'Is is better to cry when hurt or hold back all feelings?' by Ruth Woodhouse

Set me free by Casting Crowns

It hasn't always been this way 

I remember brighter days 

Before the dark ones came 

Stole my mind 

Wrapped my soul in chains 

Now I live among the dead 

Fighting voices in my head 

Hoping someone hears me crying in the night 

And carries me away 

Set my free of the chains holding me 

Is anybody out there hearing me? 

Set me free 

Morning breaks another day 

Find me crying in the rain 

All alone with my demons I am 

Who is this man that comes my way? 

The dark ones shriek 

They scream His name 

Is this the One they say will set the captives free?

Jesus, rescue me 

As the God man passes by 

He looks straight through my eyes 

And darkness cannot hide 

Do you wanna me free? 

Lift your chains

I hold the key 

All Power on Heaven and earth belong to me 

You are free 

You are free 

You are free

Feeling of the day: Bubbly

"They start in my toes

Makes me crinkle my nose

Wherever it goes, I always know

That you make me smile

Please stay for awhile now

Just take your time, wherever you go

But what am I gonna say

when you make me feel this way? 

I just mm.. "

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For now, only Chociz will understand why =) 

wish you were here so we could just talk, give me hugs and camwhore! 

I love how now you are just a text or a phone call away that doesn't cost a fortune! =)

"But if my greatest fears paints itself so crystal clear, will I run away or will I hide?"

There's so many things to do!

 I know, I did take up some of those things at my own will. Like for example: my VCE solo dance. But, some of the other things (english descriptive writing, packing because I have to move on the first week of the hols etc.) just appeared and now I need to make sure I am able to finish them by a certain date. 

Sigh. 

Sigh. 

Sigh. 

There's also just thoughts and things I wanna do soon. I NEED a job because I'm using too much money; I want to help out in Fungus' Musical (choreo-ing a dance); I really wanna join the Fungus' Got Talent but I have no idea whether to sing or dance because dancing is my no. 1 choice but there isn't enough space in the sanctuary (i don't think) to do the solo i'm working on in VCE so if I want to dance I think I would probably need to choreo another dance and I don't know if I'm able to do that! 

I really, really, really want to dance in Fungus' Got Talent! I don't wanna see an opportunity for me to dance pass right in front of my face and not grab onto it! There's going to be a point in my life when I would have to stop dancing and that's why I don't want to lose any opportunities now when I can dance! Why can't I just do what I enjoy doing everyday. That's why I want my own dance studio. I can just go there and dance whenever I feel like it. But this isn't gonna even matter when I'm able to afford it cause I won't be able to dance as much anymore by then, I reckon. 

Bugaboo! =( 

Incomplete Lullaby

"When you stopped and held me close 

Inside I nearly froze 

Your touch is almost healing 

You left me feeling 

Tired 

Could not close my eyes 

On fire 

But frozen inside 

To run or to hide 

Speechless 

My words could not melt 

Whisper 

I wanted to shout 

Without you I felt 

Like a setting sun 

Like a last goodbye 

Like an incomplete lullaby"

~Lisa Mitchell

It was a beautiful day; spent with beautiful people

I had an awesome Friday! =DD

Below is my favourite picture of the day! She's so freaking hot =.=

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It was beautiful & sunny outside

Jacque & I took pics during recess

She loves me ;P

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Met up with Samantha Claire at Box Hill after school & we went to the food court for Sam to eat her lunch and have coffee!

Then we met Roxie & we went to her house to hang out and camwhore! =P

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We had alot of fun just hanging around, chatting and camwhoring =) 

& also getting thongs from Target ;P haha I love you

 s2 s2

Gosh! I miss her so much! I really hope I see her again on Tuesday! =)

Brainstorminggg..

I spoke to Michelle Clark, my dance teacher in school, about the idea Paul and I had. She gave us a few suggestions and all that. I figured out that I needed to organize my thinking a little bit. So here goes.. 

1. Why did we first come up with this idea? (Aim)
2. What do we want to present? (Theme/storyline)
3. Who would we show it to? (Target market)
4. Why would they want to watch this? 
5. Who would sponsor us? 
6. Why would they want to sponsor us?
7. How would we present this?
8. Where would we present this?
9. How many presentations will we give?
10. When do we want to present this?
    

Lalala brainstorming time =) I'm hungryy.. Starving actually! & we're most probably going to watch He's not that into you later =DD hehe Gotta go check times and eat dinner =DD

One word: Dance!

Last night, Jacque and I went to Complexions contemporary ballet which was at the State Theatre. And it was absolutely AMAZING! I'm not just saying it because I like dancing either. 

Especially the last dance that was a piece with U2 songs and I nearly cried watching it! It was beautiful! 

I feel really inspired after watching the ballet and I was chatting with Paul Koh yesterday night and a few ideas came up. I won't say for certain what we're planning on doing cause we're not sure too but it's def gonna involve photography and dance! But, I'm really excited to get this to work and it would be just a great experience to put my one of my wild, random ideas into works! It would be quite a big thing for me and I really hope it would work out! 

We still need to work out and details and I need to brainstorm ALOT! We also need to think of a way to make it unique and awesome!! 

But, I'm really really really excited and I don't feel like doing my homework now. LOLs 

Anyways, these are some photos we took after the ballet. Most of them are on fb =D

Jacque told me secret.. Complexions was awesome!! ;P

Complexions program =)

Jacque with the Arts Centre sign 

i love my dress =D

I try hard not to break

I had a very very emotionally shitty day.. Even though I went to church, everything after was just blaa.. Before this started to happen, I was texting chociz.. I really really felt like just going out with someone to just hang with and have fun but I couldn't think of anyone in Melb whom I could just give a call to talk to. Everyone I thought of would have been busy or doing something then. 

I texted chociz cause I knew she would understand: "I hate life now. I'm sick of having to pretend that everything in my life is okay just because people don't wanna be around people who are emo. I wish that I could just call up someone to go out & hang with me but honestly, my mind goes blank when I try to think of someone who wouldn't mind spending time with me even when I'm down, try to cheer me up & just being there for me."

She's awesome.. I love her so much.. I miss her too... I wish sydney was just a 2 hour train ride away.. I would go visit her when I miss her.. Australia's too huge.. =(

Very very very sorry Mich, for not updating for ages

I started the year absolutely wonderfully!

• I saw and caught up with many of my friends
  
• Slept over at Samantha Claire's, Mel's, Hill's (for many many days) and Sam's.
  
• Went to Sam's awesome party and wore a pretty dress that only costs 25ringgit =D & Sam's mom's friend did my make up and did a great job with it!
• Went to Thai to get heaps of clothings!
  
• Bought more clothing in PJ and KL =DD
  
• Got an ipod classic
  
• And the thing that made my year already the greatest one: I saw my fellow Cubez with consists of Caffyz (Hilly), Chociz (Sam) & Chiltz (me)
  

I wished we had more time together. 2 weeks to catch up that 2 years we've been away is nothing. But I have to say, I think I used the time I was given really well. Thank you, Samantha Low and Hillary Ang, for always loving me for who I am. Thank you for not judging my mistakes. And mostly, thank you for always treating me as one of your closest friends eventhough I can't always be there for you. =)

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School started on the 2nd of Feb, Monday. There's lots of new people and I felt like I'm going to a new school all over again for the first week or so. But now, I'm starting to meet new people and the people I've met are nice. I'm only doing 5 subjects in school (doing Indo on Sat mornings): Yr 12 Dance, Theatre Studies, Methods, Psych and Eng. So far, I like all my subjects and I hope that it continues that way =)

I've had lots to think about recently.. Whether to do Yr 12 Indo or Further and I finally decided on Indo. Then, I had to find music for my first Dance solo. I think I've found my music but I'm not really sure.. I also have to have an Expressive Intention. =/ I hope to start on it soon..

Today, we had our "audition" for BHSSC Cheer this year. It's not an actual audition. It's just to show Michelle and Sam and the other people how well people picked up the choreo. I think it went well. We had like 26 people signing up! Wow!! That's heaps! Last year we only had 8 people in our group! I hope most of the people stay! I mean, I hope all of the people stay! =P We're still planning about how it would run so I'm not really sure. But I'll definitely be helping out!

Fungus starts tmr! Yay! Can't wait to be back! & I can't believe that it's my 2nd last year in Fungus! =/ Haih.. oh welll.. let's not think about that now..

Alrighty.. Satisfied, Michie? ;P

I need to go do my hw! I'll try and update soon.. xx

Finallly.... After 2 whole years!!

I shall be flying back tonight with daddy, mommy and jean to Msia! Yaaaay! Omg.. I am soooo excitedd!! I wonder if everyone has changed heaps? Hmm.. we shall find out.. =) 

I wonder if I have changed!! Let's find out when I get back.. Hahaha.. All you Malaysian people don't bag me if I have the Aussie accent, kay? Haha.. =P 

Anyways, I shall be leaving for the airport at about 8 pm, i think? And our flight is like at midnight so yes, we'll celebrate new years at the aiport.. LOL.. Maybe we'll get to see some fireworks from the plane? ;P haha! 

that's about now! my internet is being gay because of going over the limit.. I'll update later on my year! =DD Take care people! 

Nothing you confess, could make me love you less

I just spoke to Hilly on msn.. I've not spoken to her in awhile.. She's been busy working and all that this hols and she's not been online.. She's currently in Bangkok with her dad, mom and bro. 

Damn it! I freaking miss her.. Just talking to her for that little while - about me going back to Msia; that she's going to bring me out and we'll just sit and talk; and her telling me that I can stay at her house as long as I want (which I know is absolutely true cause her mom told me that I'm always welcomed there). I love Hilly! =)

And also, now Samantha (cousin) is in Japan. Damn. Lucky ass! I wanna be there with her! But at least she's having fun and all. She'll tell me about her adventures when we meet =) She's going to study in Sydney next year and she's going on the 18th of Jan. I know! Only less than 2 weeks to spend with her! O.O Unfairness!! But maybe I'll go visit her in Sydney during the year. That would be fun. Or, she can come visit meeee! =D Even better! 

I miss her heaps now just because I was talking to Hill. =/ See, we are 3 in one! Hehe. When I think of one I think of the other. We need a Caffeine, Chilli & Choco sleepover =DD It's long overdue.. 

Man, it's been nearly 2 years. January 3rd will be the exact date. Omg! I just realised that the nst is on the 3rd. And I'm seeing Hilly again on the 3rd as well! Talk about freakyy! Aaaahh!! ;P 

Time sure is weird.. It seems just like yesterday that Hill, Sam & I were at Hill's house for our sleepover all together before I left for Melbourne. That was 2 years ago around this time! O.O Seriously.. Time's got me messed up! 

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Oooh.. While I was typing up this post, I was chatting with Alvin! Haha.. I was on a bit of a high ;P No doubt one of the lamest & funniest conversations we've had! 

Alvin; Me

hopefully its not awkward tmr. you know the drill right? meetin up with an old friend, haven't seen for ages.. awkward silence fills the air haha 

yea, i get what you mean. just ask her questions? like so, do you like rambutans? ;P lol 

hahaha LOL rambutans she'll be like.. WHAT? lol 

lol and then go "well it rhymes with orang utans" lol 

LOL! and that's when she walks away 

haha "i was thinking of orang utans and you know and that reminded me of rambutans"

LOL funny la you! my ah mui is real funny! 

haha i learnt from the pro - 20% from you. 80% is my own skills =P

hahahahahahhahaa funny!!! 

haha thank you. but i'm on a bit of a high =D so maybe that's why. lol that rhymed. i've got your rhyming skills 

then later, 

haha i'm sooo high, and i don't know whyyy, alvin gor gor is looking up at the sky, because he wants to say hi, to kim who's waving bye lol 

HAHAHAHA good one! 

yay we shall be rhyming pros =D 

haha totally it's family =)

So, I'm sure you were amused by that.. ;P ahhah.. if you didn't get it, well, you need to talk to me more often then! Haha!

Yaay!

Merry Christmas, everyone! =D 

Have an awesome day ahead of you! =)

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind

Ahh! It's been nearly a week since my last post! Haha.. I've been busy reading.. Yes, love stories.. eheh.. I've finished 'can you keep a secret?', 'singletini' and 'hex and the single girl'. Yay! All lend to me by Mich.. I like Can You Keep a Secret the best but it's also the longest. I'm gonna try read bits of it before I go back to Msia =D 

So, Mich went to Msia on Wednesday.. Keean was being gay and emo that night.. I ignored him that night.. ;P I know, mean but oh well.. 

I had another Christmas dinner thing on Friday night. I made those butterfly wing stuff =D yummy! It was at my aunt's house and as usual, food was great! =) 

Then, on Saturday, I had to wake up at 10.30 am because the people wanted to come and see the house and all that and I had to leave the house until 11.30.. bleahh.. I slept late the night before cause I was reading.. ;P Yeap, not good at all! =( I went to blacky square but I kinda came up with some presents then so it wasn't all wasted. I got home at about 12pm. Finished all the butterfly wings. =D Then, we had to to a 2nd hand book store to get our school books. We were kinda late and taking longer than we'd expected and I was late for my date with Juliaa.. 

I was suppose to meet her at 2.45 but I got there at 3.15pm.. Julia and I had our 'T' date at Box Hill.. =D We had Bubble tea, chips with tomato sauce and we didn't get to eat the Tim Tam I brought. We were suppose to get tiramisu but La Porchetta didn't have it. We had an awesome, awesome time of just catching up. We talked about her work, planning our next date, and I can't remember what else.. We just kinda talked about anything that came up. Really! I can't wait to hang out with Julia again.. =DD Julia had to leave at 5pm. So I went home too. =(

We had a dinner thing at Rachel (Kee)'s house. Yeap, yummy foood again =DD After dinner, Rachel, Jean and I launched into a discussing Twilight series mode I couldn't say most of the stuff that I wanted to talk about but I couldn't cause my sis and Rachel had not read Breaking Dawn! Ahhh! I chatted with Nicole for abit and then we watched some creepy show.. it was really interesting but scary.. not gonna go into details or anything because I don't wanna think about it.. Aughh.. 

Church service was 10am this morning but we all kinda woke up late. It was weird not to see Mich at church but meh.. didn't stay long. went to forest hill with mom and dad. then I slept until like 8pm. i was tired, okayyy? =P hahaa.. I should go to sleep now too but I don't really feel like it. 

Can't wait to go to Msia! About 10 days left.. I've got heaps to do!!!!! Oh nooo!

So make the best of this test, and don't ask why; It's not a question, but a lesson in time

13th December 

We went to the cell Christmas party without mommy & daddy cause they went to dad's work dinner. Rachel Kee and her dad came and pick us up @ 6pm. There was food =DD i like food.. We did lots of karaoke and played with sing star as well! I had to lead carolling which was pretty fun, i guess. Mich and Kimmy Chang was there too. Our voices were pretty sore from all the singing but it was sooo fun! We only got home at like 12.30 am. 

I was doing some stuff on my laptop and I only ended up sleeping at 3am. 

14th December 

I woke up at 9.20am and went to shower. 

Went to church at 10am. After church Mich came with us to have lunch. We had Viet food. She said she was full but she ate anyways.. =P Smelt too good for her to resist! Haha! Then, we went to the movie marathon thing for kid leaders. We watched hsm1 - the sing-along version! Hehe.. Was fun =) Then we watched Camp Rock. I had not watched it and it was okay i guess. Typical storyline.. 

"main girl goes off to music summer camp. she could only afford to go because mom got a job as a cook at the camp. girl who thinks she's not so cool lies about herself to get the popular girls to like her. so one lie leads to another.. she also meets a girl (lets call her girl B) at the very start (and you know from then that they would end up as friends). girl sings and sings really well and famous guy singer hears her sing and 'falls in love' with her voice but by the time he gets a chance to get into the room, she's gone. famous guy is a bit of a spoilt jerk (or acts like it most of the time anyways). he sets out to find the girl with the voice. he meets girl (but has no idea that she's the girl with the voice he's 'fallen in love with'). girl has to continue to lie to everyone. famous guy sings to girl and he slowly changes to not be a jerk. they both start to like each other. then, popular girl (the queen bee) finds out about main girls' lies and is jealous cause famous guy hangs out with main girl and so the queen bee tells everyone about her lies. famous guy gets really hurt and angry at main girl. the only person that would treat her normally is girl B and her friends. queen bee wants to win the final jam. she overheard about 'the voice' that the famous guy is looking for and recognises the song as the main girl's. queen bee puts her bracelet in between main girl's books and accuses her of stealing it. main girl and girl B got banned from all camp activities until the end of final jam. popular girl 2 gets mad with queen bee and quits on last minute for the final jam. popular girl 3 quits too. queen bee performs pretty well but then stuffs up when see that her mom picks up the phone while she is performing. popular girl 2 performs a last minute solo which is really really really good. main girl and girl B interrupts when it was 'the end of final jam' and they end up being allowed to perform. main girl sings the song that was stuck in famous guy's head and he recognises the song and the voice. and then he sings the part which he wrote that goes with main girl's song. and so main girl is forgiven. in the end, popular girl 2 won (typical, for nowadays, the main girl would go 'i didn't win, but it's okay').. and so all is good.. " 

very original storyline, right? =P 

Anyways, then after the movie we went to the carol thing at church. We had pizza and sang carols. Oooh.. we got glow sticks! I loove those thing =DD Altitude performed pretty well =) Then, we went to see lights in Ivanhoe. And we only got home around 11? yea.. so practically the whole day out of the house.. pheww.. 

Then I watched 'alot like love'. it's old but it was nice to watch =D 

alright, i'm tired.. nights! 

I want it to feel like time stopped

I wanna do something fun.. again..

Today was such useless day. Yeah, was probably my fault for choosing not to do anything. Oh well.. 

I really really wanna do something fun.. That does not need much money cause I'm broke.. =( 

I wanna go to a party.. or the beach.. or a sleep over.. movie marathon (hsm movie marathon!!).. hang out with peoples.. argh.. DANCING! hmm.. or singing - i need to find people who just wanna sing for fun with me.. 

sigh.. oh well.. i should make some christmas stuff now =P

And the lion fell in love with the lamb

Yay! I've watched Twilight.. =DD My sis and I got in the cinema just as the movie started.. We didn't get the best seats but it was alright.. Anyways, I liked it.. Even though they changed bits and pieces in the book that I thought that should have been the same in the movie and they didn't put in some parts that I really liked in the book.. My sis and I were going "that wasn't in the book!" and "that didn't happened that way in the book!" when we were watching.. =P 

However, as I said, I liked it.. All those people who does not like it, I don't really care and you can keep all your bagging Twilight to yourself. It was good to see it on screen. And interesting to see what the directors did to the story. =) Oh, and I think it was too short.. Hahah.. I like never ending stories so maybe that's just me ;P 

I got to say though that they made Edward Cullen look really bad. I think they were trying too hard and overdoing some parts and expressions and stuff. I guess less is more, sometimes? 

Our cinema was basically filled with fans, mostly girls, and so whenever someone says something sweet or anything you could hear awwwwws around.. Hehe.. It was pretty fun. Watching the movie with people who were Twilight fans, that is =D LOL And when the credits came on, Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner got the biggest cheer =P

I don't know if they are planning to do New Moon movie (I think so?) but I would really like to see it =) As well as Eclipse and Breaking Dawn =DD Hahah.. 

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So this afternoon I was supposed to go to meet Mich after school ended for her. But she ended at 12.30 instead and she texted me. I was still kinda asleep when she texted me so I ignored it. =P She called me too and my sis.. I called her back and she said that I could go to her house to pick up the storybooks I wanted to lend.. Yes, I go to my friends house to pick up books. Haha.. 

I went and ate something then I went to Mich's house at about 2.30 I think? Yeap.. So we just kinda bummed around in her room. Chatting about nothing in particular.. Hahah.. Playing with Mich's big bear.. And she came up with the lamest name ever.. Mister Ree.. You kinda have to say it out loud.. Compare it to "mystery" if you didn't get it =P Anyways so now the big bear is called Mister Ree.. Hahah.. 

Then we went down when Mich's dad and Kelly came home. We had porridge. And we wrote our '12 days of Christmas (Asian version)'. Haha! It's hilarious! Hahah.. I don't know if we wanna post it on your blog and Mich has the list anyways so I'll ask her =P We went on youtube to find an instrumental version to sing to it and try if it worked and I think it was fine =) We kinda bummed around for a bit. I helped Mich peel potatoes (pronounced POH-TAH-TOES) Hahah! Mich will be the only one to get this joke but oh well.. It's worth posting it.. Heheh.. Erm.. bummed aroung with Kelly while Mich cut potatoes. I ate some jelly beans as well.. Yes, I do like the licorice ones.. =P

Mich's mom came home and they all started cooking. Mich's dad came home. They finished cooking and it was time to eat =D We had salmon, french fries, corn (cooked by Michie), cucumbers and I also had egg =) Yummm.. I love food. Heheh.. Then, we went up to her room again.. We had the chocolate I gave her like 2 months ago? Haha.. Irresistibly smooth and it was! Haha.. Melts in your mouth! How yumm! We listened to music and I tied my hair into 5 braids - which I took out when I got back home and retied them into 6 - and we kinda chatted a little =) Then Daddy came and I had to go home =) 

Michelle-moments of the day: 

Kim ; Mich

Scene 1 (This was before she changed it to Mister Ree):

So, what did you name your bear? 

Mr. Bear! (giggles) Very original, right? 

Yeahh.. Cause he's not a bear.. 

Huh? (confused look on face) Really? (turns the bear's head to take a close look) 

(stares at Mich with "are you serious?" look and then laughs) 

(laughs) 

(laughs while saying) Were you seriously saying "really"? Did you really think..?

(laughs) erm.. hehe 

Scene 2: 

Well, I had this dream, right.. (pauses and think) And i was sleeping..  

(cracks up) 

(cracks up when she realised what she said) 

Erm.. yea.. I didn't know you dreamt while you were asleep (laughs at Mich)

Haha! The funny times I have with you, Mich! =P I'm surprised my cheeks aren't sore from laughing.. love youu!! 

Back to where it all started

In 3 weeks, I shall board the plane and fly back to Malaysia. I can't believe I've not seen you M'sia people in 2 years! 

So, I've been writing the list of people I need to bring presents for - I am sooo afraid I might miss out on people.. =/ That reminds me that I should really start working on those presents.. I really hope I get to finish them and wrap them up nicely.. I also need to write down the list of things I need to buy from M'sia.. There's storybooks, ballet stuff, clothes, shoes, make up (mostly for performances, of course), souvenirs for my friends here in Australia.. Far out, I'm gonna go broke! =/ And that reminds me that I have to write down the list of people here that I need to get souvenirs.. Seriously, the amount of people I need to buy stuff here is like never ending.. =P Oh well, you guys better love me! Haha.. 

I'm getting dizzy just thinking of the things I need to do in 3 weeks.. That's not long! =/ And I've also got other stuff to do.. Oh no! I gotta start then eh? If I don't finish what I'm making, I'm sorry to those who do not get anything from me =( Nah, I'll think of something.. 

I hope. 

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So tonight is Twilight movie time! =D At 6.15 pm! Yay! I decided that sis and I should catch the tram (2 trams, that is) so that we wouldn't have to walk too far. It would take 15 mins longer but I think it'll be easier and it'll get us closer to the place =) It would take us more than an hour to get there by tram. But, it should be alright.. 

Just gotta wait til my sister gets home from her excursion and then we'll be off.. She's at the zoo.. I wanna go to the zoo, too! But I want everything so, meh.. I'll get over it =P 

Update on my life!

I realized I've not really been blogging much about my life.. So, I decided that I shall. If not for you people to read, just for myself to come back here and read about in the future.. =) The last time I actually blogged about my life would be about my birthday.. That was in July! Shucks! It really seems just like yesterday I was at that party with all my friends! Time sure flies!! 

I'll write little bits about what happened since my party and I'll try and just give a brief description for each one =P

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16th - 17th of August: I went to our Youth Alpha Retreat. I think there were about 10 of us? Anyways, it was awesome! =DD Quentin got a really really nice place for us to stay too! I wanna go back there.. =P 

30th August: Fungus had "Crazy Sex Rally" @ Genazano College - the speaker was great! CIA did a good job, I reckon! =DD 

2nd September: I didn't perform in Utassy's Peter and the Wolf and 1, 2, 3! Production. It's a long story and I don't really want to go into detail about it. 

9th September: My school, BHSSC, had our VCE Dance Performance. I performed in Jungle (everyone taking Dance as a subject had to be in it), our group dance with Kami, Shanade and Cassie and in cheerleading. Overall, I think we did really really well =D 

20th September - 5th October: Was my 3rd term break =D Who doesn't like school holidays eh? 

24th September: I stayed over at Mich's house. =) Fun times!! 

25th September: CIA outing! Haha! It was great to go out to the park since it started being warm again.. Spring!! 

29th - 30th September: I had ballet in the morning.. Kinda stayed there til noon, I think? Don't worry, we had a break! It was because I was gonna do my ballet exam.. 

1st - 3rd October: I went to the National Theatre for ballet class with examiners. I went with Nikki and Kirsten. We also had a short class at our ballet studio before the classes.. =) Keean thought that I was crazy for doing too much ballet =P I think it was worth it! 

11th October: I attended the water baptism. =) My sister got water baptised.. No, I've not been water baptised but I'm kinda thinking of getting water baptised.. I will.. soon.. 

12th October: I had ballet exam orientation @ Opera Australia. The studio is huuuge! =D I want one in my house ;P hehe 

18th October: Kids' Sunday rehearsal for Sparklers =D 

19th October: KIDS' SUNDAY!! woohoo! I think Sparklers performed really really well and I'm soo proud of them!! =DD 

24th October: I had my Intermediate ballet exam @ Opera Australia @ 9.30am. I had to be at the place by 8.30am for warm up. I had to wake up at 6 am and get my hair done, change into my tights and leo, make sure I've got everything, get mom to send me to station and catch a train there. pheww.. It was my first ballet exam in Australia.. Scaryyy =/ But after my exam, Victoria wagged school and we went out.. =D yay! she loves me.. We went to ikea.. haha.. fun.. 

25th October: Chris Ong asked me to do a dance to Desert Song by Hillsong so I choreographed stuff and asked Carissa and Wenya if they would like to be in the dance with me. 

1st of November: Our 2nd and final rehersal of Desert song before performing the next day! Jenny came and help us. =) Then, I went to visit impact! Youth after that =D 

2nd November: We performed Desert song (quite well, I reckon) in 1st and 2nd service =D 

9th November: After church, I went out with Erin, Angie and Emily to celebrate Erin's birthday. We went to Camberwell market then we went back to her house to have lunch and hang around. =) Lots of funn! 

12th November: I had my Yr11 Dance theory exam.. It went for an hour and a half and most of us finished it within 30-45 minutes. I even tried my best to write slowly! 

15th November: Erin came over because we were gonna go to Emily's house together. Emily's mom planned a surprise party for her and we were suppose to arrive around about 7.30pm. We had fun snacking on food, chatting and for me, catching up with my ex-schoolmates, while waiting for her to arrive. She came at about 8.30, I think? She criedd! ahaha.. she was THAT happy! She changed into a pretty dress, opened presents and then we dance! We had cake and ice cream.. Yum!! It was an awesome party! =D Then, Erin's dad came to pick us up and sent me home. I still had the party buzz and wanted to dance even 2 hours after I got home ;P Which was late.. hehe 

19th November: I had my Yr 10 exams starting today. I had English. I think I did alright =) Then, I went to Blacky to visit Erin and others. I bought chips for Mich and chips and apple cider for Erin! ;P I got caught by the receptionist person for being in school but ah well.. ;P 

20th November: Humanities exam. I went to flying start for Yr 12 dance for like 15 mins. ;P Yes, I wagged. I got my work, though =) 

21st November: Math exam and Food exam. I wagged flying start again but only cause I would have had to wait for an hour and a half before it would have start and my teacher wasn't there. 

23rd November: Went to Julia's 21st birthday party @ Sofia's Burwood! It was heaps of fun!! =DD 

24th November: Last day of my exams! Science and Drama! Hurrah! 

25th November: Day off school! Went out with Keean and Erin to check out the t-shirt printing place and to buy the big bear for michelle =D 

26th - 27th November: Days off school! and being a major bum =P

28th November: Last day of Yr10!! Yaaay! We did some stupid test thinggies =( But we got our math and science papers back. I got 83% for my science and 96% for my math! yaay! I'm happy =DD Also had Senior performance at night - I was in Dusk Darting and Aftermath =) 

29th November: I had 2 senior performances today. But both only for Birds - my toes were sooo sooo sore from doing full on pointe twice in a day! =( We went to the Oops fair for a little while after my matinee performance and I had fairy floss! =D I want mooore! Before my matinee afternoon performance, Ms Hayes (my ballet teacher) gave me my ballet exam results!! Well, I got 71. I'm okay with it now =) 

5th December: I woke up at 7.15am to go to my sister's school to buy second hand books for school. They didn't have any of mine =.= waste of time.. then I had to wait for Erin to finish getting interviewed and stuff. I caught up with Bryan and Derek. haha.. funny people.. i miss hanging with them =/ Met with Paul at Blacky station. Went to Eastland. Erin bought my ticket, how nicee! And we watched HSM3! Yaay! It was good! I loved it!! =D Then, Erin and I went to meet Keean. Waited for Nessa to come. Nessa signed the cloth thinggie. We went and buy Mich's gift card and smiggle stuff. La di da... Keean and I went back to my house to get the big bear. =D We walked to Blacky High. Omg! Keean is the most annoying person to walk with! ;P ahaha And that day was sooo hot somemore! He couldn't stop asking "are we there yet?" Anyways, we went to school and surprised Mich and she was happy, I think? ;P haha Then, Keean, Jean and I went to crash at Mich's house. Mich opened her present. I had cup noodles then I had to go home.. I had a junior performance - performing aftermath. 

6th December: I went to watch the junior performance.. It was weird and fun! Weird that I was watching not performing.. Hmm.. then we went to the awards thing after.. =) The boys did a really funny performance haha.. erm.. then i went home.. Dad said he didn't wanna send me to Rach's house for her party. So i thought I couldn't go. Then I saw Richard online at 7.15pm. The party was supposed to start at 7.30pm. I asked him why he wasn't at Rach's and he said he has bball. He asked why I'm not at Rach's and I told him no transport. He asked for my address, checked it out on google maps and offered to give me a lift because we lived close by. He said we would have to be a little late but I didn't really care because I wasn't gonna go in the first place. =) So we got there about 9.45pm. We danced. ate. danced. rach cut the cake. danced. had jelly. danced. had muffin and cake. danced. danced. - You get it.. ;P Richard's dad came to pick us up at 12am and we went home =) It awesome! and I had sooo much funn dancing =DD 

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Pheww.. so that's my life's story for the past few months ;P haha.. well, more or less.. Haha.. Yes, I've been quite busy.. lol.. not anymore since there's no more school.. ehehe..

I'm hungry so I'm gonna go eat.. =P 

I'll be back

soon

What my name means =)

i love doing these things.. i got this from tze quan! =D hehe.. 

What Kimberlyooiyilyn Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

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