No need for the stained glass masquerade

Stained Glass Masquerade
by Casting Crowns

Is there anyone that fails?
Is there anyone that falls?
Am I the only one in church today
Feelin' so small?

'Cause when I take a look around
Everyone seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong

So I tuck it all away
Like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it
Maybe I'll believe it, too

So with a painted grin
I play the part again
So everyone will see me
That way that I see them

Are we happy plastic people
Under shiny plastic steeples
With walls around our weakness
And smiles to hide our pain
But if the invitation's open
To every heart that has been broken
Maybe then we close the curtain
On our stained glass masquerade

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"Crying has an important function for the human soul. To constantly deny ourselves the right to cry has the potential to not only disable us emotionally, but even worse, to put us under such enormous pressure that we could have a breakdown. There is healing in tears and often when you have had a cry you will feel better for a time. Crying releases chemicals called endorphins which are vital to our mental well-being and reduce stress build-up."

From 'Is is better to cry when hurt or hold back all feelings?' by Ruth Woodhouse

Set me free by Casting Crowns

It hasn't always been this way 

I remember brighter days 

Before the dark ones came 

Stole my mind 

Wrapped my soul in chains 

Now I live among the dead 

Fighting voices in my head 

Hoping someone hears me crying in the night 

And carries me away 

Set my free of the chains holding me 

Is anybody out there hearing me? 

Set me free 

Morning breaks another day 

Find me crying in the rain 

All alone with my demons I am 

Who is this man that comes my way? 

The dark ones shriek 

They scream His name 

Is this the One they say will set the captives free?

Jesus, rescue me 

As the God man passes by 

He looks straight through my eyes 

And darkness cannot hide 

Do you wanna me free? 

Lift your chains

I hold the key 

All Power on Heaven and earth belong to me 

You are free 

You are free 

You are free

Feeling of the day: Bubbly

"They start in my toes

Makes me crinkle my nose

Wherever it goes, I always know

That you make me smile

Please stay for awhile now

Just take your time, wherever you go

But what am I gonna say

when you make me feel this way? 

I just mm.. "

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For now, only Chociz will understand why =) 

wish you were here so we could just talk, give me hugs and camwhore! 

I love how now you are just a text or a phone call away that doesn't cost a fortune! =)

"But if my greatest fears paints itself so crystal clear, will I run away or will I hide?"

There's so many things to do!

 I know, I did take up some of those things at my own will. Like for example: my VCE solo dance. But, some of the other things (english descriptive writing, packing because I have to move on the first week of the hols etc.) just appeared and now I need to make sure I am able to finish them by a certain date. 

Sigh. 

Sigh. 

Sigh. 

There's also just thoughts and things I wanna do soon. I NEED a job because I'm using too much money; I want to help out in Fungus' Musical (choreo-ing a dance); I really wanna join the Fungus' Got Talent but I have no idea whether to sing or dance because dancing is my no. 1 choice but there isn't enough space in the sanctuary (i don't think) to do the solo i'm working on in VCE so if I want to dance I think I would probably need to choreo another dance and I don't know if I'm able to do that! 

I really, really, really want to dance in Fungus' Got Talent! I don't wanna see an opportunity for me to dance pass right in front of my face and not grab onto it! There's going to be a point in my life when I would have to stop dancing and that's why I don't want to lose any opportunities now when I can dance! Why can't I just do what I enjoy doing everyday. That's why I want my own dance studio. I can just go there and dance whenever I feel like it. But this isn't gonna even matter when I'm able to afford it cause I won't be able to dance as much anymore by then, I reckon. 

Bugaboo! =( 

Incomplete Lullaby

"When you stopped and held me close 

Inside I nearly froze 

Your touch is almost healing 

You left me feeling 

Tired 

Could not close my eyes 

On fire 

But frozen inside 

To run or to hide 

Speechless 

My words could not melt 

Whisper 

I wanted to shout 

Without you I felt 

Like a setting sun 

Like a last goodbye 

Like an incomplete lullaby"

~Lisa Mitchell

It was a beautiful day; spent with beautiful people

I had an awesome Friday! =DD

Below is my favourite picture of the day! She's so freaking hot =.=

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It was beautiful & sunny outside

Jacque & I took pics during recess

She loves me ;P

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Met up with Samantha Claire at Box Hill after school & we went to the food court for Sam to eat her lunch and have coffee!

Then we met Roxie & we went to her house to hang out and camwhore! =P

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We had alot of fun just hanging around, chatting and camwhoring =) 

& also getting thongs from Target ;P haha I love you

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Gosh! I miss her so much! I really hope I see her again on Tuesday! =)

Brainstorminggg..

I spoke to Michelle Clark, my dance teacher in school, about the idea Paul and I had. She gave us a few suggestions and all that. I figured out that I needed to organize my thinking a little bit. So here goes.. 

1. Why did we first come up with this idea? (Aim)
2. What do we want to present? (Theme/storyline)
3. Who would we show it to? (Target market)
4. Why would they want to watch this? 
5. Who would sponsor us? 
6. Why would they want to sponsor us?
7. How would we present this?
8. Where would we present this?
9. How many presentations will we give?
10. When do we want to present this?
    

Lalala brainstorming time =) I'm hungryy.. Starving actually! & we're most probably going to watch He's not that into you later =DD hehe Gotta go check times and eat dinner =DD